My mother has always taught me to be a driven individual and taught be very on a saying, "Good, Better, Best, never let it rest, until your Good is Better and your Better is the Best".
Although there are many areas in my life in which I lack drive (mainly in working out), I have always been a very driven person. If there was something I wanted, I saved up and bought it. If there was a place I wanted to go, I went there. And if there was a goal in life I dreamt, I wouldn't stop till it was mine.
Lately, my mind has been set to the idea of a promotion. The company I work for is hiring a new Regional Manager (the position of my boss) and I applied, now, I will most likely not get this, not because I don't believe in myself, not because I'm not driven.... But, because of a few things. One, I have only been with the company about 7 months. Two, there are tons of employees that want it that are better than I or have been with the company longer. Three, can they afford to remove me from my current position when we are doing so well.
I understand that if I don't get the promotion that it is not the company's way of saying I am horrible and don't deserve it, but that it is not my time. Regardless, I want the position and it's almost all I think about. I have been managing apartments for a while now and I feel this is the next step in my life I want to take... hell.. I wanted to take it like 3 years ago!
I know everything will happen as it's meant to be and I know God will give me the job if His will sees it fit, however..... I WANT IT NOW!
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